STOP!

STOP bugging the hell outta me!


when i NEVER say yes each time you ask, it means i do NOT wanna go out out with you. stop thinking that i'm 'just busy with exams'.


when i turn my body 175 DEGREES away from you everytime you're talking (about nothing but yourself, most of the time), it means i'm NOT INTERESTED. not coz i'm shy.


when i won't stand anywhere within a metre's radius from you, it means i'm not comfortable around you. STOP MOVING CLOSER when i keep running away from you. stop thinking i'm just nervous around you.


when i hide in the ladies everytime i see you walking my way, it means i do NOT wanna bump into you. not coz i'm busy fixing myself in front of the mirror just to meet you. do not wait outside and conveniently go "hi shanti, what a surprise".


when i keep telling you i already have plans for lunch/dinner, it means i do not wanna go with you. stop going "oh where you guys going, i don't mind joining, i'm free". i do NOT CARE if you're free.


and stop going around telling the whole world about us, coz there is absolutely NOTHING going on between us. are you fucking delusional?!!! i'm tired of having to tell them i'm not interested in you!


when i tell you that i already like someone, I DO NOT MEAN YOU DAMMIT! stop getting over-motivated for no reason. it is NOT you.


stop giving me your stuff. i do not want to have anything to do with them!


do not follow me around. read my OBVIOUS body language (i am trying HARD to make it as freakin obvious as i can), stop assuming i want you around me 24/7.







DAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH i can go on forever!
i'm not usually so mean, but pardon me mister, you are getting on my very last nerve.

so please STOP.

nothing

someone once wrote:

"if u truly love a person, would u break their hearts n find flaws in them that u will resolve by breaking up with them?"







i'd love to say "look who's talking"
but then again, maybe THIS is the answer to MY question.

boobies!

Dr. CB points at me and goes
"...she's breasty, it will be difficult to palpate."



*my eyes widen*
WTH?????
did she say breasty?


(she was talking about palpating the ribs, since we were learning how to perform the ECG test on each other)


WTH?????! i've never considered myself breasty before. in fact there are times when i feel i'm 'underdeveloped'. gosh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.





on another note, i personally think that breasts are weird looking 'things'. yes, they usually look damn good in a nice bra (in case you don't know, i have an obsession for lingerie), but bare breasts just look plain weird! don't you agree?

doctor dimples?

in case you didn't know, i have a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge thing for dimples.

okay this entry isn't about dimples. wait, maybe it is. okay, no. fine, it is. then again...
HELP.



i saw. i noticed.
but was i being noticed as well?
i think i was. it was quite obvious.

gosh those dimples.

exchanged a few words.
which became more and more.
at every chance he got.

gosh that smile.

"shanti this... shanti that..." with that smile... (and did i mention dimples?)

was he flirting with me?
no... can't be.
then again, maybe he was.

if other people started noticing it, it should be quite obvious right?

and those glances.
haha. he was, wasn't he?

gosh. *faints*



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by the way, there's this patient who wouldn't stop bugging me. AND asked for my number. wth?

and omg that KFC guy who talked to me a few times (and for some weird reason reminds me of him) asked for my number too. in a really really nice way, but still...wth?

and the guy from the makan-shop actually wanted to belanja me. flattering, but...wth?



^^ it's been a crazy crazy weekend ^^