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i don't know what's wrong with me

but i'm wondering why i didn't accept NUS' offer last year.

i should've. i could've been studying there right now.

why didn't i accept it?

i don't know what's wrong with me.

i need a therapist!

2009 started off as a busy busy busssssssssssssssssy year. (which explains my silence for 2 weeks)

but...
i'm not here to talk bout how i started 2009. that will be in another post, some other day.



something's bothering me. my sleep actually. or more specifically, my dreams. very vivid dreams.

i shall not get into details coz that would be too... well... explicit.

so here's a few key words:

• night
• outdoors
• in the rain (but i didn't get the chance to feel cold... you'll know why)
• erm... lips (very 'busy' lips)
• hands
• actually the whole body
• tight embrace
• warm... or should i say... hot hot hot!
• LIPS! MOUTH!
• people watching (YES, there were people around!)
• of course, me and another co-star

i woke up confused, shocked, blushing, breathing heavily... and i could still FEEL it!

jumped out of bed to take a cold shower... and i could still FEEL it!

told my friend about it... and i could still FEEL it!

it's been hours now... BUT I CAN STILL FEEL IT!

the dream is weird. i've never had a dream so vivid before, especially these kind of dreams!

plus, my co-star is someone i know. someone i shouldn't be dreaming about, especially these kind of dreams!

omg omg omg. what is wrong with me.

i need a therapist. *still blushing*