what do you look for?

we know there some things we need and want in life.

we look for it. search everywhere we could.

but at times you just realize you don't even know exactly what you're looking for. you want to feel complete. you go around blindly groping in the dark hoping to miracalously find that thing you're looking for. maybe you wouldn't, but maybe you would.

but how do you know if you've found it? how do you know if you haven't? how do you know if it's something you missed? how do you know if it's something you had all along? how do you know if you weren't meant to find it at all?

sometimes you feel you've found it, and suddenly it's gone. and you start asking yourself if that's what you're looking for. maybe it wasn't. but perhaps it really was. perhaps.

if it feels right, shouldn't it be right? if it's right, shouldn't it be yours?