aaaaaaaahhh!

SINGAPORE, HERE I COME!!!

okay i'm off to singapore in a few minutes.

wish me luck!!! :)

i'm nervous as hell. gosh.

yam-i-see

here's one of the 'things' i got from yam-i-see (malaysian indian congress?) :

it's a nice 'statue' but i have no idea who he is!

when the timbalan *something* MIC gave me the 'statue' he went like "do you know who he is?"

and i was like " :D "

*slaps forehead*

dah la the thing was so bloody heavy, and i had so many things to hold! and he expected me to start cracking my head to answer his question??? alamak...

i didn't learn bout him in school pun! :P

anywayz, here's a close up :

anyone knows who this is?

help me please. so memalukan. hahahahaha.

ps: thanks yam-i-see!

THICK-SKINNED-ED!

guess what i did the whole day yesterday

*wiggles eyebrows*

SINGING!!!

that's right.

i'm still surprised with myself ahahahaha!

to those of you who don't know... i don't sing. dance, yes...but singing, nooo way!

(except for times when i'm home alone, or syok sendiri in my room... but that doesn't count)

i don't know why i'm super extra 'malu' when it comes to singing. it's almost like making me strip to my undies!

(okay i'm exaggerating, but oh well...you know what i mean)

so yea, spending over 8 hours (yes, EIGHT) just sitting in that freezing-cold room just singing and singing and singing till my throat hurt is something new for me.

*clap clap*

i'm now officially thick-skinned-ED!!!

~

when someone/something you really care for is dying,
do you try everything you can to save them?
or do you kill them right away?

this question lingers in my head every minute of every day.

'selling' yourself?

yes, selling.

i'm actually talking about a personal statement i'm supposed to prepare to get into medical school.

o_O

those who know me would probably go WHATDA--?!!

i know i know... all my life i've been saying that i do NOT want to be a doctor. don't ask me why. i hated it when people tell me i should become a doctor.

okay, i'm (clearly) not crazy about being a doctor, but there's just something about the thought of it that gets me (sickeningly) excited. it's weird, even to ME!

but hey, Dr. Shanti doesn't sound too bad, does it? hahaha.

so yeah, i applied for it, with absolutely un-high hopes, and surprisingly i got shortlisted.

*claps for myself???*

okay, i got the letter from NUS today (april 21st), and here's the 'good' news: i need to prepare this portfolio which includes recommendation letters and the PS and blablabla and make sure they get it before april 24th. APRIL 24TH! that's like in freakin THREE days!!!

stupid or what? they expect me to prepare an excellent/great/unique/special/different/must-stand-out/exceptionally-good PS in like 20 minutes? haiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

*slaps forehead*

(not so) VIRGIN post.

AGAIN, i've RE-opened a blog.

yay?? hahaha. yes, yay.

(gosh what a stupid entry)

-_-"