citrawarna 2009

"this is sucking the life outta me..."
haha. that's my most frequent line used these days. well apart from "paaaaiiinnnn....paiiiiinnnnn...."

been having really intensive training for this dance thing.
i mean, i love dancing more than anything, but when it comes to a point where it makes my body half paralysed, that's something else.

there've been days where we couldn't walk without going "ouchh..ahh...ouchh.." every step we take.
days where going to take a leak is THE most painful thing just coz we couldn't bend our legs at all.
days where it took a full five minutes to go down the stairs instead of the usual thirty seconds.
days where we spent so much time in training sessions till we forgot how our own rooms look like.
days where we asked ourselves why we bother showering coz before we know it, we're drenched in sweat all over again.
days where people stop to stare at us and go "omg you look terrible" hahaha.


my legs are now numb. i can't feel the pain anymore. but i feel like they can hardly function. they're like jelly, literally. no pain, but jelly-like... really can't tell if that's good or bad.


training sessions went from 8.30pm - 10pm, to 8.30pm - 12am, to 5.30pm - 12am, to 5.30pm to 3am!!! (with dinner break of course)
DAILY!!! (except for some days where it's cancelled)

so don't roll your eyes when i say i feel dead. coz i'm not exagerrating.


ohya! and guess what. my thighs are like rock-hard now! hahahaha. those painful dance steps really turn your quadriceps muscles into steel. i'm serious, feel them!!! :D


but as painful as they were, training sessions will be missed.
our choreographer/instructor, my dance partner, my 'group', the funny guys who always bring laughter, the really nice girls that i wouldn't have known otherwise, the times when we laughed and whined together. ..
sigh.


we're finally leaving to Penang tonight. wish us luck.
may the force be with us. hahahahahahahaha. :)