it's MY day!!!

i turn 21 today.

TWENTY-ONE!

feels kinda unreal. i don't feel 21. i don't even look 21.. i think.



sooooooooo...
i officially refuse to grow older. :)
i refuse to enter adulthood. :)
no matter what you say, i still stubbornly refuse. :)


...forgive me for sounding childish for a while there.


anywayz, i had 2 celebrations. with 2 different group of people. :)


part one:
# shortly after midnight.
# a surprise. (they made me blind for a while!)
# secret recipe raspberry cheesecake. YUM!
# some of the closest people to me in this campus. :)
# lotsa laughter. :)
# gifts!!! :)
# me loves!!!


part two:
# dinner time.
# not so much of a surprise, coz my bestfriend can't hold it in. :P
# this really cute looking bright-green cake, with lotsa strawberries, cherries, and other fruits on top. so pretty!!! and of course, YUM! :)
# a slightly bigger crowd.. who just kept stuffing me with cake.
# gift!!! :)



oh, and my thumbs are sore thanks to the hundreds of text-replying.
my ears are sore too thanks to the phonecalls.
my fingers are gonna be sore too, replying online birthday wishes.

but i loved em all! :) :) :) :)

and to those i nearly lost contact with, thanks so much for remembering! :) :) :) :) :)




i refuse to grow a year older, i wish i wasn't stuck in campus, i wish i didn't have to do a research and presentation about suicide today,
BUT I'M SMILING NONETHELESS!!!


xoxo