Hello.

Hello, blog. Can't believe it's been 4 months. No, I wasn't dead.



Here's what I've been up to: Avoiding my blog.

As weird as it sounds, it's true. This is a depressing blog. Haha. Yes, I'll admit.

I've always had a problem, bottling things up. And only a couple years ago I started writing, and that helps. A lot. Holding a pen and a diary, I could write over 5 pages a day, just thoughts and feelings. It kept me sane. (yea, diary, not blog)

I think I've had 3 'happy' diaries, and 1 depressing one, which I'm currently afraid to open.

So I stopped writing. See, writing out your thoughts and feelings means digging deep, and indulging in them. And sometimes, you don't want to indulge in those feelings. Like, you don't even want to know it's there.

Wait.

Am I making sense?

No?

I'm blabbering.

Okay, I'll stop. I was trying to avoid writing another depressing entry, but looks like I might be going there again. Haha.

I think KB kinda does that to you, mess with your head.

Okay, enough.

So anyways, I need to change this skin. And the description. And probably the title too. Everything spells depression, I'm tired of it.

I'll get to that soon.


Note to self: Stop procrastinating. Seriously. Stop.